朋友变情人再变朋友

安静的房间 还有你的温柔

躺在棉被上 看着多的枕头

为何分手后 回忆就被偷走

爱情走到尽头 是否可以做朋友

你和我以前是朋友

心情不错就想约你走走　

你要电影　我听你唱歌

我们总是无话不说

还能做朋友

或许这是最好的结果

朋友变情人

再变朋友谁懂这坎坷

爱上你以后 愉悦很轻松

现实太残酷 梦中你会拥抱

我当爱上以后 如今我们分手

我变成情歌手

是唱太多太多bala歌

你和我现在是朋友

你那么好　却只能做朋友

你撞了我　我装无所谓

我们如何要求更多

还能做朋友　

或许这是最好的结果

朋友变情人再变朋友

只能显真格

朋友变情人再变朋友

祝我们快乐！！！

品冠的这一首歌，应该是很多人的心声吧。

但是，朋友变情人了之后，真的还能做会朋友吗？

以前很多人问过我类似的问题，我的答案很肯定是：“能！”

可是现在，我会回答说：“很难。。。”

因为，分了手之后的男女会有两个情形。

1.) 形同陌路

2.) 如果还继续联络而双方的心都还没被另一个人而占据的话，最后通常都会又再暧昧不清。

“做不了情人，也可以做朋友啊！”当然！这一句话是当下最好用来安慰被伤害那一方的话。因为这足以让人有一个幻想的空间。

两个很要好的异性朋友，理所当然的很多节目都会少不了对方的参与。之后发展成了情侣，然后又分开的话，如果见面及互动都有增无减的话，难免又暧昧不断。可是如果一下就要断得干脆利落，又会被说成无情。所以，很多时候，很多事情，都是身不由己的。

当然，也会有例外。可是，10个里面会有几个例外呢？

《明天会更好》我本身很喜欢这首歌，因为明天掌握在自己手中，你要他是美好的，那肯定不会太差。

朋友们，为自己而活吧！但是，记得... 是在不伤害其他人的前提下哦！加油！！^^

P/S: 以上都是个人论点，有任何评论，欢迎留言！谢谢！！:)

Dumplings

To make a delicious dumpling, it is not as easy as u thought. Let me share with u how is the process is going.

First of all, U have to get the amount of leave so called 'dumpling leave' either in the jungle by urself or try to find in the traditional market. In Sibu, it is not hard to get in the central market, but i am not sure for other cite.

This is the green, fresh dumpling leave.

Then, cook the leave with hot water until it become brown in colour.Brown dumpling leave after cooked.

Leave it in the pipe water to let it cool since it just cooked.

Then, wash the cooked dumpling leave by using clean water and also a piece of fabric.

Below are some of the ingredients that needed. I can't list all out because I'm not really so pro in it. :P

Mushrooms that need to dip it in the water for some time.

Cut the mushrooms in small slices.

And then make sure the mushrooms are not in the water for too long time otherwise the taste all gone.

The 3 layer pork that need to ''yam'' with 5 smell powder.

The prawn rice (dried small sea shrimp) that need wash and dry it under the sun for a minutes.

1. Around 3 pieces of dumpling leave for 1 dumpling.

2. Put the glutinous rice which enough to cover the ingredients.

3. Put the ingredient 1 by 1 on the glutinous rice and then cover it with some more glutinous rice on the top of the ingredients.

4. Start to turn over the leave to fully cover the ingredient.

See the shape? Is it look like a pillow? That's why people called it "Pillow Dumpling" haha

5. Tie it with whatever u want. But of course better is use the "wood rope". Sorry I am not so sure how to call it in English term.

Done?? Of course not yet. Haha

6. Need to put the dumplings inside the big pot with water cover all the dumpling and start to cook it for a couple of hours and need to take care of the pot. Once the water is lesser, need to add in hot water to cover it again.

7. "Dang Dang!!!" Nice and delicious dumplings are done lu!~ haha

P/S: The dumpling need to be tied tightly so that when cook it, the water will not go inside the dumpling.

Rainbow & RainblowS

It is in the evening time, after a rainny day, I just woke up from my nap and came out from my room I found a nice view out there. There is a double rainbows in the sky and it is a BIG rainbow.

Another rainbow is not so clear. (In the red circle)

Can't really take the overview at once. :P

Can u imagine how BIG is the rainbow?? Hehe

PTPTN Loan

1 week ago, I received the 'reply card' from PTPTN Loan which purposed is to inform me whether my application is approved or rejected. Once i found the card at my house mail box, i felt very excited and immediately turn to the back to check which bullet they tick.

'reply card' from PTPTN Loan

Unfortunately, all the bullets are blank and I just feel like "Huh??? Then? Am I been rejected or approved??"

blank bullet with no tick

03/09/2008 once college's September session start. I rush to the loan department to find out why. Then the person incharge told me that I had been rejected and I have to settle the payment by myself!!! Aikz!!

The person incharge told me the most possible reason I had been rejected is because my duration period is not valid. The applicants who apply at the same time with me and the person incharge will know what was happening at the time we applied - Their policy was changed and we have to apply once again. It is time wasting!!! God!!!

Honestly, I really sick with this so call PTPTN Loan. Refer to my reasons below:

1. At the very first time i applied PTPTN Loan, it is for my diploma in XXX College in Sarawak, applicant need certify the true copy documents by the Minister/ Ministry, Penghulu, Pemanca and so forth who holding high and powerful position in the government sector. Because I am not local and I am so strange with this place so it is really challenging me but anyway finally I am able to get to the Minister of a secondary school with the help from my friend (It's really took time) . And of course i get the loan finally in Semester 3. Thanks a lot.

2. Although i get the loan but they din't cover the previous Sem's fees so what to do? I have to settle it by myself la! Haiz..

3. After completed my Diploma and of course that is my dream to go further to Degree so I continue my study at the following sem and same thing i applied PTPTN Loan once again which mean i need to go through all the processes as everybody applied during the Diploma ...(speechless) but after the result come out most of the Degree applicants who ever get their loan during their Diploma failed to get it for their Degree. I don't understand why? Don't the government said encourage their citizen to have higher education and then this is what they did.

4. When I apply PTPTN loan for my Degree, I am able to get a very kind help from dad of my friend whose cousin is a PEMANCA who is power enough to certify the true copy and I am so happy and have 100% confidence can get the loan. Suprisingly, few weeks after the loan department called and ask me to certify the true copy documents once again and it is better if i ask other else to certify it because the person incharge in the PTPTN Loan don't understand what is '' P.B.K., A.B.S., P.P.D." stand for and which area the Pemanca incharge in. OMG!!

5. I just felt that I have been cheated by the one who quarrantee me at the very beginning when she is trying her very best to persuade me to join the college. Why I said so? It is because at first she said we no need pay the tuition fees at the 1st sem but wait for the PTPTN Loan release and we can pay then (They give full loan). Who know the amount given totally did not cover the previous sems tuition's fees.

Now I am in sem 6 ( exemption given) and I have gone through 3 Sems (which tuition fees not settle yet. Reason: Wait for the PTPTN Loan result) And today I just wrote up a formal letter to the college management department to allow me to settle the payment which is by few installments.

P/S: Think carefully and ask clearly before make decision.

090808 Experienced the 1st night in the hospital

The beds of the wad.

This is the first time I overnight in hospital. Don’t misunderstand, I’m not injured or sick, I just accompany my lovely mom in Timberland Hospital. There are 5 beds in the wad and it is fully filled with patients few days before but today only left my mom alone here because all of them are allowed to go back already.

This is the breakfast of Timbrland Hospital.

Today, there is a big electricity break down some more. But luckily the hospital has generator and thus still having electricity provided. Mom and I sleep with the light on because honestly, we are really scaring especially me. I cannot sleep well for whole night because my imagination is really too rich. And I don’t have any blanket, I just wearing a T-shirt with long pant and cover my self with 2 long sleeves for up and down part. The air-con is quite cold for me but not my mom. Haha!

I slept on this bed.

Sleep and wake, wake and sleep, keep repeating whole night on and finally I woke at 7.50am. And god!! I’m really felt sleepy and unenergetic. Around 10am, I went back to my place to cook lunch and dinner for mom and myself and then go back to the hospital again at 12pm together with my delicious cook and continue hide at there until the next day morning.

This is a quite unique experience for me because I never stay in any hospital so far except for today and still not sure how many days to go.

The only conclusion is that… SO DAMN SCARY!!!! And hope mom get well very soon because I don’t want to see mom suffer with the medicine and injection anymore. 3-4 times medicine and 2 injections per day. Based on my understanding on mom, she is really sick of it and she is willing to follow what her sons and daughters advice her “TAKE A GOOD REST AND DON OVER TIRED ANYMORE!!!”.

080808

080808 it is a very historical and also a very meaningful day for everyone all over the world. This is the first time i step into the blogging world too. It is influenced by my friend, Crazyfool who is really crazy in blogging. He know a lots, learn a lots, earning money and meet a lots of friends too through blogging.
And i found out that through blogging can share a lots of thing with the friends around the world. SO GREATZ!!~ haha
I'm not really good in computing and i can take this opportunity to keep updating myself too. hehe.
Anyway, NICE TO MEET U ALL!!!
See ya~